Post by lily on Sept 6, 2009 23:37:21 GMT -6
I cannot take this anymore, Saying everything I've said before
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Liliana
Plans
Everything you say to me[/i][/size][/font]
It starts with Thicker Than Blood
One thing Other Half
I don't know why Practically Family
It doesn't even matter how hard you try Inseperable
Keep that in mind Same clique
I designed this rhyme Confidant
To explain in due time Secret Keeper
All I know Emotional Support
Time is a valuable thing Childhood Friends
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Close Friends
Watch it count down to the end of the day Close Enough Friends
The clock ticks life away Partners in Crime
It's so unreal Fake Friends
Didn't look out below Drinking Buddies
Watch the time go right out the windowWeekend Friends
Trying to hold on Inner Circle
But didn't even know Friend of a Friend
Wasted it all just to Good Enough Friends
Watch you go Good Friends
I kept everything inside and even though I tried Average Friends
It all fell apart Faded Friendship
What it meant to be Party Friends
Will eventually Just Met
Be a memory Enemies Turned Friends
Of a time when I tried so hard Best Female Friend
And got so far Best Male Friend
But in the end Broken Friends
It doesn't even matter Would Be Friends
I had to fall Unrequited Friends
To lose it all Secret Friends
In spite of the way you were mocking me Perpetual Friends
Acting like I was part of your property Domineering Friendship
Remembering all the times you fought with me Not-Sure-Why-You're-Friends Friends
I'm surprised it got so far Surprising to Others but You Know
Things aren't the way they were before Changed Friendship
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Acquaintance
I've put my trust in you Guarded Friends
But it all comes back to me Loyal Friend
I'm about to break
I'm tired of being what you want me to be One-Sided Hate
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface By Association
Don't know what you're expecting of me Mutual Hatred
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes Mockery
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow Irritation
Every step that I take is another mistake to you One-Sided Dislike
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow Go To Hell
I've become so numb I can't feel you there Mutual Dislike
Become so tired so much more aware Friends Turned Enemies
I'm becoming this all I want to do Rivalry
Is be more like me and be less like you Bitterness
Can't you see that you're smothering me Old Enemies
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control Guarded Enemies
Cause everything that you thought I would be Cheated
Has fallen apart right in front of you Backstabbed
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow Play In Traffic
Every step that I take is another mistake to you Distrust
And every second I waste is more than I can take Hardcore Hatred
I've become so numb I can't feel you there Hate Your Maker
Become so tired so much more aware Peer Pressure Hatred
I'm becoming this all I want to do Leave Me the **** Alone
Is be more like me and be less like you Annoyance
And I knowOne-Sided Scared Of
I may end up failing too Unrequited Enemies
But I know Mutual Scared Of
You were just like me Can't Stand
With someone disappointed in you Would Be Enemies
I've become so numb I can't feel you there Barely Tolerable
Become so tired so much more aware Tolerable
I'm becoming this all I want to do Unworthy
Is be more like me and be less like you Jealousy
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I dreamed I was missing Spouse
You were so scared Fiance
But no one would listen Current Fling
Cause no one else cared Final
After my dreaming In Love
I woke with this fear One-Sided Love
What am I leaving Brand of Heroin
When I'm done here Rocky
So if you're asking me Future
I want you to know Current
When my time comes On/Off
Forget the wrong that I've done Past Love-Bad End
Help me leave behind some Past Love-Good End
Reasons to be missed Past Love-Mutual Break-up
And don't resent me Past Not Over It
And when you're feeling empty Past Wants Back
Keep me in your memory Old Flame
Leave out all the rest Soulmate
Leave out all the rest Innocent Flirting
Don't be afraid Secret Crush
I've taken my beating Open Crush
I've shared what I made Past Crush
I'm Strong on the Surface Lust
Not all the way through One-Sided Crush
I've never been perfect Flawed Love
But neither have you Love/Hate
So if you're asking me One-Night Stand
Forgetting all the hurt inside Fleeting Glances
You've learned to hide so well Hot/Cold
Pretending Not-So-Innocent Flirting
Someone else can come and save me from myself Life-Saving Love
I can't be who you are Star-Crossed Love
When my time comes Future Fling
Forget the wrong that I've done Past Fling
Help me leave behind some Still-Friends Ex
Reasons to be missed Sexual Tension
Don't resent me Well-Wishing
And when you're feeling empty No Strings
Keep me in your memory Unforgettable
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Memories consume Close Extended Family
Like opening the wound Estranged Family
I'm picking me apart again Sibling
You all assume Cousin
I'm safe here in my room Admiration
Unless I try to start again Trouble-Making Family
I don't want to be the one Respect
The battles always choose Hero
'Cause inside I realize Want To Meet
That I'm the one confused Stalker
Clutching my cure Sanity-Giving Family
I tightly lock the door Roommate
I try to catch my breath again Protective
I hurt much more Perpetually Fighting Family
Than anything before Admitted Family
I had no options left again Begrudging Family
I'll paint it on the walls Always Partying
'Cause I'm the one at fault Guilty Party
I'll never fight again, and this is how it ends Finally at peace
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